Tag: #ovariancancersurvivor #ovariancancerawarenes

I don’t like being sick or unwell. How long will I have to feel this way? The pain is great, I need tests. The fear arises.

Fear arises, questions begin. Is this more than I can handle? What’s going on within? I breathe and I pray, the pain subsides.

The pain again arises and with it the fear. What does this mean? When will I know? What’s wrong with me? Oh, that’s the anxiety.

Fear arises, the diagnosis comes….. cancer…. need I say more? Fear takes hold. What does this mean? Fear arises… death? More pain? Suffering? Fear arises

I breathe, I pray

I breathe, I pray

I feel calm, I feel peace.

I breathe, I pray, I breathe. I breathe, I feel peace. I feel more calm settle over me. I breathe, I feel that all will be okay. Assurance arises. I breath, I pray

Fear subsides, becomes diminished. Hope arises.

Hope arises

Hope arises

I continue to breathe and pray. Hope arises.